It's hard not to like you

I think I'm on the quest of self-deception because up until now, if I really think about it, I think I still like you.

I don't actually know why I still like you. And in case, it's not Muhsin because I'm honestly glad that he and Noreen got together. I like someone else. :)

I don't want to like you because I know I don't have any chances on that and if my gut feelings are correct this time, I know I might crush quite deep on you.

However, it's hard not to like you. The way you can just be yourself and everything. To be honest, how you act is how I act at home. Obviously, I won't bring that act with me in the outside zone. There's no comfort zone outside.

Sigh...

Well, it's only a short time from now and poof! bye bye crush. I hope.